just another day not in paradise

Life: The meaning of life is what exactly? To be good and return to heaven with our Heavenly Father. I want that yes, but it's just so hard to want to be good when life keeps throwing bad at you. Sure it wasn't suppose to be easy but it wasn't suppose to be so sucky either. It's just another bad day is all this is. I'm sure that by tomorrow everything will be fine. Ok, well that's not possible at this moment in my life, for anything really to be Fine. Fine is when you want to go home, when you feel that there's a purpose to your life, when you want to try and want to see what tomorrow holds. What is the purpose of this Blog? No one will read it thankfully. But why even start this blog, so that you can see all of your friends blogs about their happy families and wonder where you went wrong along the way. Whatever, it's just another day not in paradise