First off, over the past six or seven months I have realized a small part of the love that my Heavenly Father has for me. He has carried me through so much and I have not forgotten that. I have so much love for him and I know that I can only be truly happy with him and I don't plan on ever forgetting that.
Next, I really do have the worlds greatest family and wouldn't change them for anything. Although they do enjoy embarrassing me.... A lot, I still love them.
This last week I moved away from my beloved Brentwood apartment. It took me a while to love that place and now I'm dreading being in my new place but I know that I am going to absolutely love it. I have the cutest roommate, Mandy, we get along great so far. She's a very happy person as well so it'll be great.
I'm finally getting back into school. This is a good and a bad thing, mostly good. Bad for the mere reason that I have not been to school since Spring of 2004. I'm scared to death of going back. I also have it in the back of my mind that all I've ever wanted my entire life is to be a stay at home mom so why would I need to go to school. But I know it's good, I know this is where I belong. You should constantly be learning more, furthering your education, and I'm finally able to do that. I have nothing, or no one, keeping me from going. I am mostly excited to go though, and no not just for my intelligent life in the universe class. :D
My IWA group is starting back up again next week. I am very excited for this, I love the girls and am excited to meet new people. The fact that I get to help plan the dances is only an added bonus. I really love being apart of this group because I am able to get out once a week and spend time with just girls. I hang out with girls very rarely so it's good for me.
There's this boy I know, he is such an amazing person and makes me so happy. He is very good to me and I feel so lucky to even know him. Jordan and I have been officially "together" now for just over a month which seems so crazy, I can't believe how fast time has gone by. I wish it would slow down or just freeze for a moment so I can take everything in.
Happiness is not something that should just be momentary. It should be in the back of your heart, your mind, at all times. There's no reason you should not be able to choose happiness when faced with that option. People wonder how I can have such a positive outlook on life, it's easy really, it was a decision I made. I had been miserable for too long and was sick and tired of being that person. I'm a happy person by choice. Mean people really do suck so why would you want to be categorized as that. Every single person goes through crappy and hard times. I really wish that some people would stop thinking that the world is out to get them and that they are the only ones who are in pain. Get over it and start to live, you're wasting away in self pity.
I don't really know where that came from. I think I'm just over people being pessimistic and "realists", if you want to have a bad outlook on life please don't try to push your ideas on me. I enjoy my belief that there is always some good in life. I love my life, thank you to all of you who have helped me get to where I am. I love you all!!
The song that is stuck in my head for today is Love by Matt White
4 comments:
Having an education will make you a better stay-at-home mom and wife. Then you can help your kids with their homework. And if your husband can't work for a while due to injury or illness, you'll be able to get a better paying job to support the family until he is well. Education is a huge blessing! You won't regret it!
Erin, I am soo happy to hear this. I am glad you are happy! Love you!
Thank you so much Chelsey, I love you as well. And Staci, you're very right especially since I'm going to end up home schooling my children in this crazy world. It's just slightly frustrating. I'm old fashioned and should have grown up in the 50's.
P.S. The visiting teaching message from this month's Ensign is all about why you should get an education. Love you!
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