Tuesday, June 8, 2010

excitement fills the air

Over the last few weeks I have had a mixture of feelings towards my life and where I was going with it. I have been mostly worried and scared. I have a hard time choosing what I want in life because I'm so afraid of making the wrong choice and having to wonder what would have happened if I only... In this precise moment(hence my blogging at midnight) I do not feel afraid. I know what I want, with certain things, more than I have known so fully in such a long time. I am not worried, I am excited, I am happy, I am so thrilled that I can't keep it to myself. I'm about to make a decision that could possibly (and hopefully) change my life a great deal. For once I am not afraid that this could be a poor decision that could just end up hurting me in the future. I don't care about fear anymore. I just want to be happy and this makes me so happy that I'm going for it. I'm about to jump in blindly because I know that my Heavenly Father will guide me through this. So life get ready because this is happening. 

2 comments:

mdavis10 said...

what what what's happening!!!!! :)

Camilla said...

you're amazing, i like your new take on fear, it makes me not want to be worried about so many things :) oh we changed our url for our blog: it's now canarylinen.blogspot.com