I found a list of new years resolutions that I made January 24, 2008. This was nearly two and a half years ago and it makes me laugh to read over it. I wrote these with such a strong desire to do them but not actually believing that I could. I have now accomplished all of these and it makes me really sad to think about where I was at in my life two and a half years ago. I was so depressed and felt stuck. I honestly believed that the rest of my life would be like that. I am so happy to have found that wasn't true.

I now love making new friends. I can communicate better than ever before. I am in school and know what I want out of life. I have good friends and family in my life who do not bring me down. I am HAPPY. I lost weight(just because I went off of birth control though, lol).

The resolutions I made:
1. I will be more outgoing, not be afraid to meet new people, not be afraid to communicate and tell people what I really am thinking, not be afraid to be me!



2. I will accomplish something big, weather it be getting back into school, learning something new or just figuring out what I'm going to do with my life.


3. I will be strong, you will not pull me down any longer. 'You' being people who have made me hurt, cry or feel bad. I've spent too much of my life feeling bad, and I'm done. If you want to be a crappy person, then by all means do it on your own time becaue I am too busy to be burdened with you. And if you push me down, I will get up and push you down even harder.


4. I will be happy! I use to be such a happy person and I miss that. I may seem happy on the outside, but it's just a show. I will be happy on the inside as well from now on. I will also surround myself with happy people, so happy people, let's be happy together!


5. I will loose 5 pounds and get in shape on my own terms.